Lynn Fuentes: Why It Is Important to Grow Up before Waking Up
Video that can be found here: https://youtu.be/uXqjzfMFE6E It's an hour long video (not made by me) that explains vertical development in an interesting way. It uses the work of O'Fallon (see Individual vertical development and integral theory) with the work of Greuter (see Individual vertical development). It uses a mixture of storytelling and descriptions that seems very insightful. It confirmed for that my stage is at best 4.5, and that some of the weird paradoxes I experienced are part of growing into that stage 4.5 (rather than stage 5.0). Ofcourse I write this, while I haven't even finished this video, so long term I may gain deeper insight.